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what do you do when your doctor says I don't know? I can only help you through the symptoms, there is no chart. after 12 years, we both know it will be only time and the way you care for yourself. this world of shit would be unbearable without the help my psych gives me. still, it feels like the pallbearers are on standby. maybe the new (another) rx will help until this damn, horrible substances affects and effects are at a point of diminishing. better be soon, the demons of 15 years past are back, they have not taken over yet and must be dealt with, now. that is a facet of this unwanted existence, heading: straight to the iceberg. causation, nightmare no one should have, don't really want to say, fill a couple volumes, and yet, a few words could fill them. just going to keep getting at least8 or 900 calories choked down a day minimum. 2000 is rare but am trying. keep forgetting water and liquids. it so sucks that for so many years not eating was my normal, and have to reverse it, now. also sucks that calories are so damn expensive, the good ones anyway. |
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Hi Krystal, Roxy is an inspiiration. I have read her very helpful and insightful comments to me about panic and anxiety attacks and everything she says s true. At the moment I am recovering from diverticulitis and anxiety attacks, loss of appetite, and like you, needing a healthy diet. I suffered fro "demons" lke you years ago, an d I know they too shall pass. I try to take a day at a time, sometimes an hour, and can feel myself coming out of it, but not quite there yet. Gettingback my healthy appetite is my priority right now, then everything else will fall into place. Best of luck. Chin up.
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